Please stop the yelling

Do you ever get to the point where you just can't continue to hear the arguing or the yelling in the background at your house? And all of it for no real reason? I guess that's something that really triggers me.

It triggers me to be self destructive, to do something I know is irrational to myself and or my body. And I don't think anyone really cares either because they sure as hell don't listen, so I close off, I think sometimes it's for the best.

Like right now, I'd love to be cutting myself. Does that make me nuts? You know, for me, it makes me feel relaxed. Even now as I'm typing, I'm shaking. I feel so pathetic, how could I expect anyone to want to be around me.