Some day's I feel really alone in myself and the only thing I can do is hold my head in my hands. It's disheartening when you feel like things will never change. I really miss being loved and being in a loving relationship.
I'm miss hugs for no reasons, I miss falling asleep next to someone on the couch and I miss the words I love you. All of these things have bene replaced with how much I hate myself now, I feel like I had so much to give too.
I feel like I almost have to be selfish and just look out for me from now on and just stop expecting anything from anyone. I have better friendships online than I have in real life, I feel there is more caring going on here.
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